Update

I have been super busy.  Maybe a little too busy.  I think cancer changes you.  I need to remind myself that I don't have to do everything.  I can say no to things.  The Young Survival Coalition has been keeping me crazy busy, not to mention I am in school at Southern Utah University, training for this huge bike ride and taking care of four kids (while on summer vacation from work).

Life doesn't always make sense to me.  Like sometimes, I look into the mirror and I don't recognize who I am.  Life doesn't always turn out like we plan, but we can make the best of it.  If I am granted more time with my family, then I am going to live and live hard.  I want to see things.  I want to meet people.  I want to learn about all sorts of things.  Does this make me crazy?  No, I think that it makes me human.  Sure, I have down days but I just have to get through those days and remember that for some reason I was saved.  There has to be a bigger picture.  There has to be a purpose to my being here for a little longer.  Make every day count, don't waste my time watching stupid TV and doing things that I don't care to remember next week let alone in ten years.

YSC has made me the Utah State Representative, by default.  I am the only leader in the state, ha ha.  I am looking for help other ladies start support groups throughout the state of Utah or Nevada.  If you know of anyone who would like to get this going, please send them my way.  robyn.brown2@yahoo.com