Latest Update

This last chemo has really kicked my butt. I am throwing up a lot, not being able to drink a lot. My hands look so dry that you can see all the ridges in them. I just feel weak. I know that this isn't the prettiest of pictures but this is what cancer does to you. I really just want my life back. I want to be able to shop for shampoo, go out to eat like every one else, plan my day not around when I take my pills. I know this will end but for now, I am enduring. I am reading a cool book right now. It is the Boy Who Came Back From Heaven. In there they talk about realizing that other people out there were hurting too and going through their own trials. I know that other people out their are hurting and I am grateful for every day I get to spend with my children and husband. I just have to whin a little along the way.